went out today`! xD nicholas and gang cooked spaghetti and soup for charmaine, livia, xuli and me ^^ hahas.. most credits go to guankai, and not to forget nicholas =) the food was really up to standard!! yummy~ to show our "gratitude", we girls washed the plates and utensils... *shakes head* hahas~

then we watched tv and crapped... =/ and we girls decided to go for a walk first~ the guys met us darn late and nicholas wanted to bring us to the street festival to support his teacher... ended up hearing a terrible band!! all i heard from the lead singer is PSYCHO, no idea what he was singing... =/ the people there are freaking scary~!! i thought this guy wanted to do a survey or something, and of course i would say im in a hurry... then he said, "you've seen me somewhere right? im sure! look closely~ recognise me?" what a weird question! then less than 10 steps, i met another guy who popped up another weird question~!! "are you a student-" okay, before he can continue, i ran off! =X goody nicholas dedicated a song! hehes...

so im supposed to meet bb and friends at my house before heading for dinner.. but when i reached home, it's about 930.. =/ awww... althought he's just smiling when i stepped in, but could see a little disappointment and perhaps worries... i gotta make it up to them some time...

sorry people! XS

i lurve you--`

loved; 10:19 PM

didnt go out today... SURPRISINGLY... hehe~ stayed home, watched the phantom of the opera... until my dear old friends(sean, david, louis, lisa, rachel, bb) arrived... ^^

PTO rocks~ the songs are just fabulous!! x)) dont know why, today's so tiring! imagine, i could sleep when they made so much noise~~! xP in fact, why did they come in the first place? hehe... =PpP

goshh, it's leehom on tv now! and xuli's favourite (for now), stephen fung~ better go watch~!! ciao~

831 with everything; my complete life =))

loved; 9:04 PM

went for dance with dc and bb today... haha, he went to take a look... ^^ went for lunch everyone together... then they dumped me and bb and ran off!! grrrr...

went home after that and i fell asleep... not sure what bb do at my house =.= kekes... but i only he stayed~ =/ everyone's happily ever after!! so happy for people around me... ^^

muackies x))

loved; 7:57 PM

be yourself day, seeing all the weird costumes... hehe~ my results aint as bad as i thought =) went out today with 2e2 people... but without jolene and guankai, to form the usual 8 of us~ =/ sad~

watched madagascar! it's rather short and the storyline rather brief, but it's darn funny!! cant stopped laughing~ ^^ one stupid thingy happen too... someone asked either shunli or jerrold to be model?! haha~ how could that be!

went window shopping with charmaine and livia after that... at last, we ended up in a bookstore, hogging onto books~ everyone's so broke today X) went to meet bb after that for dinner... not forgetting dearest sean, louis, lisa and rachel (the same old people~)! and now they're still hanging around at my place =.= really fun to have them around... candle wax is fun~ ^^

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muackies

loved; 9:33 PM

didnt go to school~ and surprisingly, no scoldings... XP hehe... went out instead =/ kekes... bought vcds again~~

tomorrow's the last day of school, report card day and also be yourself day... dont know what to wear~ haiz... just anything casual, but charmaine wanna know... i dont even know myself! haha~

going out tomorrow, again.. all my days are occupied i guess... hehes~

--happy moments--=))

loved; 7:34 PM

early dismissal today~ went to watch coach carter.. the show rocks big time... basketball was so cool... but i have to sit with the e3 guys for some people had taken our seats... =/

first time in my life i've watched a show in such noisy environment... definitely hear cheering or other comments at every minor parts... =.= went for lunch with livia, charmaine and xuli after that~~ =))

headed home straight after that` he's waiting at void deck with lizzie and seannie... hehe~~ well they just left... we just hang around watching crappy vcds and talked... ^^

831, muackies

loved; 7:01 PM

havent blogged for a long time~ post exams period is darn boring!! went out today xD hehe... fir's concert this morning rocks~!

i failed my maths! bwahahaha~ luckily, i passed the rest~ ^^ gonna get back my humanities this week.. (perhaps tomorrow =/) wonder how i fare~ *worried*

muackies to euu!!! =D

loved; 7:06 PM

a normal school day... lessons per normal~ got b3 for chinese =/ haiz~ my english sucks big time! and whenever i thought of the dreadful results, i start laughing like mad! a c6, oh my gosh! hehe~~

went out today~~ so scary on the way back home... sat in jeff's car and when we are about to leave, a lady approached begging for money~ the door on my left wasnt close yet!! was so afraid she would just jump in... turned out that she wasnt really pathetic, she was lying~~ pathetic! =/

haiz~ boring... gonna go watch tv~ ^^ ciao~

loved; 9:34 PM

today school's as usual... not much lessons going on and was quite okayy until math lessons!! i was not very tired until then... i think ms tuan learnt hypnotizing before or something, i actually fell asleep in her class~~ =.=

hmmm... i got back my mother tongue (paper 2 & listening comprehension) and poa marks... turned out to be quite fine~ got a a2 for chinese (without paper 1) and a1 for poa =)) but im not that all happy though... not happy for people around me... i heard many failed =/ we shall work together in future, okay? ^^

loved; 5:50 PM

i realised i havent blogged for some time... every day, felt i havent done something, but couldnt remember... so it's blogging~~ =.=

exams' finally over... d&t's okayy... turned out pretty fine, although i studied only this morning, for like half an hour i guess... ^^

knew quite a number of guys recently... rather talk to them than the guys in school... like for people in class especially... when will they grow up? *shakes head*

i wonder what people mean by good friends or close friends? like hang-out often... then i think it's pathetic... right now, i really believe it is pathetic... experiment proved right~ those people, you know it yourself =) neglect after not hanging out for some time... that's so transparent! it's such a disgrace...

loved; 11:50 AM

im not sure if im doing all right for history =/ did nothing on china... hehe~ chose all the russia's questions... =P but probably i did fairly~ i have only one paper left! darn happy~ dnt should be all right i guess... i dont quite bother =X (yikes`!) hehe... im just glad, no studying for me today... im gonna go sleep!!! i've been lacking lots and lots of sleep! ^^ pig sty, here i come~!!

loved; 10:45 AM

i cannot help it, but cry again... today's the final day, this time, really goodbye to ni ming ran... right now, he's on his way to his permanent home... haiz~ really miss him... i miss the happy him on shows... ='(

had math 2 and physics today... probably not as much confidence as my previous papers? at least, im happy for my poa! i got a distinction... but probably, if im not careless, i will be getting 90++ haiz~ well, good luck to me in all subjects then!

loved; 1:30 PM

had combined science paper one and social studies today... quite all right i supposed... think i didnt write enough for social studies... yikes~ =(

decided to blog in the afternoon these days, cos i would be revising way till lights off after this... then next morning, will be revising for an hour before i head to school ^^ okayy, but dont expect any good results from me, i seriously dont know what im doing... hehe

finished social studies only during the last few minutes... phew~ but i think it aint good enough =/ haiz~ better get going! ciao~

loved; 12:48 PM

sat for math 1 which was not very bad yet not very good either =/ *worried* haha... then sat for chemistry which turned out to be quite fine... the questions were like from the tys! hehe...

there's combined science (paper 1) and social studies tomorrow... *yawns* hmm... i better get going, gotta study! short post~ ciao~

loved; 2:22 PM

today sat for my poa paper... stressed out yesterday =/ many people couldnt tally the final balances... well, i only manage to tally the fourth and fifth questions... =/ all the best to all of us!!

now watching sam li sheng jie's concert in taiwan... hmmm, he really dont have the looks but his voice rocks big time~! now singing, shou fang kai... woohoo~ hehe... x) he really improved alot over the past two years! =))

haiz, tomorrow's a lousy day... two papers, math 1 and chemistry... =( the school put the two papers together, deliberately!!! aarrgghhh! good luck to me... x'(

loved; 11:40 AM

have been hearing news of ni ming ran's death in the past few days... many people still miss him, no one can accept his death... how selfish is he, to just depart from the world and leave the people still alive to suffer...

your pain when you decide to live this place is just at that very split second yet have you thought how many people on earth have to bear the pain for decades? your wife felt sick, rejects food and sleep... your oldest son lost his best father that he would talk to about almost anything under the sun... your daughter got criticised by people from everywhere while your youngest son had to live in an extraordinary childhood... he's that young, yet had so much hatred...

i thought you were just foolish and didnt thought about anything, i was wrong... you actually thought about your family, yet decided you leave and abandon them to suffer... not forgetting, your friends and your audience! many of your friends had to cry themselves to sleep and the showbiz lost a good comedian like you...

you dont want anyone to grieve over you anymore, but please look around you... do you think it's possible? you no longer bring smile and laughter to people's lives, but that doesnt mean you should bring pain and agony instead... at least, you were still here, facing your problems with your family, it's not so much of a letdown than right now... when the two ladies you loved most had to walk out of the darkness all by themselves... it's just not fair!

life shouldnt have suck, if it had, then you wouldnt have enjoyed those happy times you had... people are talking behind your two loved ones, is it fair to them? now, i only hope you can find your peace and happiness from right this very moment... everyone should be happy, you once brought laughter to us and left us with many precious, happy memories... rest in peace, goodbye forever, ni ming ran...

loved; 2:24 PM

hmm.. couldnt concentrate in class, was really sleepy... slept at 12mn yesterday cos of dnt folio =/ haiz~ couldnt go home after school either, was raining really heavy just now...

had no mood for books today... probably tomorrow =) influenced by yulin and gary, putting msn nicknames in french... but i wanna be different, i put in french and spanish... haha!

loved; 8:21 PM

tomorrow's english paper... =/ didnt like the subject, quite dry ehh... =.= haiz~ mrs wendy lai aint here for poa today... poor me~ guess my results will drop, people in class are rather self-centred, could get no help~

the guys these days are really really childish... especially, my class ones... =/ thought some of them had grown up, but today, i was proved wrong... as long as one remained childish, the rest would join in... they just wanted to attract attention of one another, dont want to be call spoil sport... that's immature~ could you imagine? took a whole packet of tissue and wasted it by wetting them and throwing around the classroom... really really irritated by the sight~

gotta work hard for this mid year exams... EVERYTHING aside... =))

loved; 7:31 PM

been quite a few days since i've blogged... hmm.. chinese exam was rather difficult.. =/ what's with chen mei li? showing off her standard and let all the students suffer? madness~ everyone's preparing to fail, thanks to her...

haiz~ there's poa test tomorrow and seriously, i still dont know what's going on... gotta work harder =))

haiz~ heard two sad news about people passing away today... =/ the former president and a famous comedian in taiwan... probably, death is letting go... for the former president, i guess he had been in pain for years, maybe that's when he finally could let go... as for the comedian, ni ming ran, it's a great pity... he had an affair with xia yi and i guess he didnt find his way out of this road of relationship... commiting suicide, although i never agreed to it, but if he could get his freedom, then i guess everyone would hope he is happy in the other world...

after all, what's done is done... we only can hope the outcome would be a good one.. =/ by the way, ni ming ran was one of the fathers of variety shows... without him, probably there wont be shows by jacky wu and people... =))

loved; 7:45 PM